I don't understand.

Dear Blogspot,

Life can be so complicated. I am just so sick of school and it's only the first week. I enjoy all of my friends but all the AP and PAP classes can be a load of work. And to top it all I wake at 5 or 5:30 every single week day -_- , I never get a break! My mom gets stressed during the school year and kinda acts like a hormonal pregnant chick. And i understand work is stress, but snapping at me about  EVERY single thing can really suck. I mean i wake up the same time you do, go through about 8 hours of school like you, work my butt off, get tired and go home, eat and clean the kitchen by MYSELF. So yes sometimes blogspot i wish she'd give me credit for being a super girl, because i am.

My youngest brother is such a brat sometimes. I love him so much , but he thinks that he is ALWAYS right. 

And that is so annoying. If Mom puts me in charge , why is it so hard to obey? I mean i am fair about everything. And he can throw the biggest temper tantrum. 

My other younger brother grows up so fast. I mean he is already taller than me and has a better phone than me, and gets to do the extra curricular activities he wants to do. Me? No. Everything I want just doesnt correspond with me or my moms schedral.

Being a child of a single parent is hard. It kinda sucks. 


But I try to stay positive. I am excited because my 16th birthday is coming! But the birthday I want may not be what my mother wants for me. I just want one day, just one were i can wear a sash and tiara and show others , that today is my day. But life is not a fairytale. And reality is like a slap in the face. God is my witness, i will be a better person and be successful. I have a future ahead and NOTHING and NO ONE will stop me from attaining it.

No i don't understand. I don't know why life is so stressful sometimes, but I will survive , I always do.


God is My Witness

ReadyToGrowUp.